Today was a different kind of day. First of all, Kenny has worried about me far more than about himself. Last evening after I finished "blogging", I fell asleep in the chair and when my phone alarm went off at midnight for the midnight Methadone, I evidently got up to quickly and my blood pressure took a nose dive; I lost my balance and began to fall into the table where my laptop is. I did not want to risk cracking the liquid crystal screen so I evidently tried to correct my fall and wrenched my right hip somehow. I have been in agony most of last night and a good part of today. He has worried himself sick about me. Plus I get the feeling that he has decided that the end may be near for him. He has been very tired most of today. He has also begun to fret about things that he has done in the past that he feels he needs to rectify...many of them things that really need no fixing...stands he took on principle that caused rifts between him and others, but also acts of selfishness on his part. He feels that Jesus won't forgive him until he does something. Jessie was around this morning for me to go to the MD and she did a wonderful job of talking to him about Jesus and grace. Please keep him in your prayers.
I am happy to report that he is seriously planning to go to my niece Rachel's wedding and be her granddaddy. I do hope that happens. It certainly gives him something to look forward to in the coming two weeks.
He was interested in all the Tea Parties going on across the country today. He said it was too bad he wasn't in Sacramento to attend that one. I can see it now!
Our children have been absolutely wonderful to their PaPa. They all take time to come sit with him and talk to him. Just today, Jessie, Casey and Courtney were over here spending time with him. We are the most fortunate of people; not only do we have wonderful friends, we have great kids too. God is good all the time. All the time, God is good!
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